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[ they might as well be?? Siffrin is laying down on one of the couches, the good eye twitching as it struggles to remain open in the face of the exhaustion in their bones.

but when Hansa speaks up, they jolt awake, gasping as they prepare to run if necessary. ]


Hello!?

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[ in some nebulous part of the area, Siffrin is totally not carrying alcohol under their cloak and they're definitely not trying to hide in the library to drink.

(Oh look, there's Hansa coming towards you! Smile, Siffrin!) ]


Hi, Hansa!
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Huh-?!

[ sorrows? haha no sorrows here! they're hiding the bottle behind them!?

but also they take a step back? ]


I'm totally fine? I mean... we found the killer, right? Why would I be upset?

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[personal profile] siriuspuns 2025-11-15 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ Siffrin turns swiftly, ready to catch the candy that is definitely coming towards their hand and-- ]

Gah-!

[ Flies right next to his hand and smacks them in the forehead. ]

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[ Hansa.

Hansa, Hansa, Hansa. Probably one of the last people that Siffrin wanted to see after all of that. They can't look at the man in the eye, because of the shame that threatens to consume them whole. ]


I don't need anything. Leave me alone.

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[personal profile] siriuspuns 2025-11-21 09:34 pm (UTC)(link)
…

[ The pain is indescribable.

At this point, Siffrin’s not sure if it’s the pain of not opening up, or the pain of losing Amaya, or the simple hopelessness of losing someone for the third week in a row.

(At least in the loops things weren’t permanent. Things would always go back to what they were.)

Siffrin doesn’t answer the question. Instead, they walk slowly towards one of the broken pews, and sit down on it. ]

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siriuspuns: (35.)

wk2 post execution*

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[ Well, Siffrin was going to the Sitting Room to work on his stuff but... ]

Oh, Hansa. [ The man had looked upset earlier... what to say... ] Getting coffee?

[ Nailed it. ]

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wk 3 post trial

[personal profile] siriuspuns 2025-11-30 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ Siffrin is walking towards the Well when they see that it’s already occupied by someone. ]

Trying to contact someone?

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wk 4 post cyoa return

[personal profile] siriuspuns 2025-12-04 06:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The loss of touch is something that is painfully familiar to Siffrin.

He wanders the area like a ghost, neither alive or dead. He can’t feel the steps he takes or even the weight of his own clothes.

They can feel the crushing guilt in their chest, though, and the nearly choking feeling is like an alien sensation that they can’t figure out if they like or not. Pain is bad, but pain is proof that they’re alive, and that… is… good. Probably.

They haunt the area around the chapel entrance like a ghost, unable to gather the guts to walk up to Hansa, but unwilling to leave either. Selfish as ever, Siffrin would rather trap the man and haunt him rather than be emotionally vulnerable with him. Classic, really.

Too bad the Universe loves Its comedy at the expense of Siffrin’s pride. Unaware of what he’s touching and with his one good eye looking down, Siffrin





walks straight into the door frame of the Chapel with a loud thud. ]

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[personal profile] siriuspuns 2025-12-06 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ Many years ago, a teenager washed up on the shores of Vaugarde. They were nameless and couldn't name their home, their parents, friends, or even capable of speaking their own language without feeling like their throat was being ripped apart.

This was not an isolated incident. Soon, everyone found out about the situation: In the blink of an eye, an entire country was forgotten. Its customs, language, and people, were all erased from the minds of everyone as if it had never existed.

But life goes on, and so must the child. They gave themselves a new name, a new birthday, and learned the language of the people around them. Without any roots holding them to any place, they traveled around the world, seeing and learning about its cultures. But nothing could fill the emptiness left in Siffrin's mind and heart. No matter how much he absorbed, it would never be enough.

(You don't remember this story. The Universe has made sure of that.)

Siffrin's eye opens slowly, the sounds of the waves and the patter of rain against the blanket filling his ears.

They don't say anything. He thinks he has said more than enough for a lifetime. ]
Edited 2025-12-06 04:17 (UTC)

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[personal profile] siriuspuns 2025-12-15 01:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ With one hand Siffrin




catches the candy! And pops it in his mouth. Stars, he's hungry.

They'll turn around on their heel and pluck a flower from the central area, and offer it to Hansa. ]


For you.

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