[ Siffrin looks up when Hansa allows him to stay, surprise clear in their one eye.
Followed by a deep shame. Maybe Hansa had things to do, and now they’re making him stay for no benefit other than Siffrin’s own.
(…)
Like a condemned sinner, Siffrin lowers their head and buries it again in Hansa’s shoulder, lifting their arms to hug the priest back. It may be shameful, and it may be the height of selfishness but…
(if you let go, it may just slip through your fingers like everything else in your life) ]
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Followed by a deep shame. Maybe Hansa had things to do, and now they’re making him stay for no benefit other than Siffrin’s own.
(…)
Like a condemned sinner, Siffrin lowers their head and buries it again in Hansa’s shoulder, lifting their arms to hug the priest back. It may be shameful, and it may be the height of selfishness but…
(if you let go, it may just slip through your fingers like everything else in your life) ]