[ Jeanne is quick to agree. She believes that wholeheartedly, but that doesn't change her choice or what she did. She won't excuse it. She won't make it anything other than what it is.
She's silent for a moment. ]
I'm thankful and appreciate that people are glad I'm still alive. It— It's not really something I expect. You know as well as I do that Servants aren't meant to stay long.
...Again with that. You know, getting to know you and Chiron...I've found I disagree with that. Sure, are you made to exist only for a Grail War? Yes. But what you experience, what you feel, what you do...that's more than a simple tool can do.
[Its his sincere feeling. Sure, he had his preconceptions of Servants before he came here. But now...]
You have worth in this existence, Jeanne. I'm sure of that.
[ It's sweet. Jeanne's self-worth isn't necessarily that low; it's segmented and wrapped. It's hard to discern when she's more about what she must do and less what she is.
Her smile is small but soft. ]
I don't think my existence is worthless, but thank you for thinking so highly of me— of us. I don't think I exist in a void. I care for others, and I know others do care for me, but...
I suppose I'm too used to standing apart from others even for as much as I love them.
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[ Jeanne is quick to agree. She believes that wholeheartedly, but that doesn't change her choice or what she did. She won't excuse it. She won't make it anything other than what it is.
She's silent for a moment. ]
I'm thankful and appreciate that people are glad I'm still alive. It— It's not really something I expect. You know as well as I do that Servants aren't meant to stay long.
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[Its his sincere feeling. Sure, he had his preconceptions of Servants before he came here. But now...]
You have worth in this existence, Jeanne. I'm sure of that.
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Her smile is small but soft. ]
I don't think my existence is worthless, but thank you for thinking so highly of me— of us. I don't think I exist in a void. I care for others, and I know others do care for me, but...
I suppose I'm too used to standing apart from others even for as much as I love them.