It is. Don't get me wrong, I'm grateful you shared this with me, especially if you wanted to keep it a secret. That was really kind of you. It's just...

[ fiora laces her fingers together, anxious. She's not sure how to put this. ]

... It's complicated. For a lot of reasons. [ a small, apologetic sigh; she offers one of those reasons, just because she feels like he's offering her a lot already. ] It's hard to feel camaraderie when this body hardly feels like me anymore.